January 19, 2012





"Love has its own time, its own season, its own reasons for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coax it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you"

~Kent Newburn

Call My Name



 

Call my name
in whispers caught in your throat
choking past your teeth
almost bared
catching on the broken glass edges of want

Call it sweet and tender
filled with new apple scent
from wooing cloudbursts
to wet bluegrass fields

Call it with tear drenched eyes
on the side of my glistening neck
dripping and auspicious
to loosen the flow
held back by stockades forged in deafness

Call it exposed to me in anger
clenching to your childlike fear
smothered in misunderstanding
charcoaled words silting the sound
blackening the air between us

Call my name in forgiveness
clinging to your heat fevered hopes
and tethered helium dreams
of what will once again be
the stratosphere endlessly awaits the sound

Call it singing my praises
at the entrance of crisp white sheets
arching your back with
ecstatic screams as I envelop you

And then, when nothing more can be said
call my name in darkness
as I am put away
earthbound but rising
as you hear it meet my
omnipresent ears and
echo finally back
into your whispering throat

 ©




M.A.W.


Be like the bird, who
 Pausing in his flight
 On a limb too slight
 Feels it give way beneath him
 Yet sings
 Knowing he has wings.
~Victor Hugo

January 3, 2012



There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few that will capture your heart.

-Ben Crenshaw

December 31, 2011

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She lived as if the entire world
revolved around her moods
each turn met by a calculated counter-turn
every smile a careful balance
between revelation
and secrecy

She loved as if we were
all to blame
as if every tender word left
a wound
visible as a line on her face
and each morning she'd recount them
while we stood
rigid mirrors reflecting her lost youth

She spoke as if speaking
were a cliff and she could fall
and keep falling for miles
before crumbing at the bottom
of the chasm of her making
wrinkled as a raisin
in the harsh light of the sun

She spoke as if she never
learned the words
for forgiveness, love, or sorrow
as if they were foreign tastes
too bitter or sweet
for her sharp tongue

Once, in my weakness
I cried for her to hold me
and her contemptuous eyes
brought the world crashing down

I willed her sing to me
shelter me
save me
but her arms were wooden drum stick
tapping my back
in dispassionate parodies of song

©

November 5, 2011

The Door



And so I looked
towards the door,
my thoughts lingering
like your presence -
shadows of indifference upon the threshold

To exit would be
your finality,
the escape of all I
once held as true;
my depravity the doorknob







The door has always been open,
but until now I have avoided
the coldness, the continual draft
of your existence

The other side beckons to me
with it's decadent hands of denial,
so eagerly awaiting this
staved immaculance

To walk through that door,
to forget,
would be my last act of submission
carried out in your name

So I walked
through that door, and I
left my shroud of naivete
on the hanger nearby
that is cluttered
with other such hypocrisy

© Cindyrella